The Lolli-Pops !

for a long silence finally , i am back . takkanlah sebab benda tu aku nak tinggalkan my dairy kan ? lagipun blog ni dah banyak sgt simpan kenangan manis dn pahit. nothing to be worried about because i'm still alive , i'll not commit suicide because of heartbroken , tu namenye takde iman . Let's welcome me to Single Life  :]

firstly , mesti semua pelik trtanye-tanye kenape aku break kan ? terkejut ? ape boleh buat , dah takde jodoh kan . tp aku engat dulu ade orang pernah ckp dgn aku yg mmglah jodoh tu ditangan Allah , tp kalau tak cari, tak usaha mane nak dpt jodoh , seems die dah lupe ayat nih. sometimes, ade benda yang kite tak perlu cerita dkt org lain . aku nak tanye pendapat korang , ape korang rase bile seseorang tu cakap die terime korang atas dasar simpati ? orang tu simpati sebab korang macam rindu dkt die , asyik post gamba die . that's mean even orang tu cakap die terime korang sbb still sayang kt korang tp sape yg dpt nafikan yg die rase kesian tu tkkn langsung affect perasaan die kt korang ?

aku nak tegaskan something kat sini , aku memang suke baby and please don't misunderstood yang aku ni macam tumpu kat seseorang budak kecik je . aku bercite-cite nak jd doktor bahagian gynaecology , means bahagian saket puan because every day aku dapat tengok baby yg cute-cute , benda ni cukup utk buat aku gembire. pernah satu hari , aku singgah semayang kt masjid Putrajaya and seen this one cute baby , aku mintak izin dekat ibu kepada baby tu utk dukung baby tu and she's allowed me to do so . aku pernah terdetik nak beli baju baby mase kt Jusco sbb baju tu cute sgt , tp tatau nak kasi kat sape , yelah aku bukannye ade adek ataupun anak sedare kan , maybe if aku beli aku akan hadiahkn dkt Kaesya, HannaBiebier's niece

contoh lagi , kalau korang cakap mcm ni kt boyfriend korang  "You , I nak clash"  , is that rude ? the reason he said that u rude because die penat fikir ayat yang trbaik supaya korang tak terluka tp korang can just simply said like that , is that can be consider as rude?

memang mak die nak kiteorang kawan dulu sbb mak die tengok pelajaran die merosot . he wanted us to be in an open relationship but i was the one asking for breakup . i was really dissapointed because someone accept me because of symphatize not sincerely with his heart and i am not angry at all for his mum's request

korang semua ade akal boleh berfikir kan ? terpulang lah korang nak fikir ape , masing-masing dah besar dah pandai buat keputusan sendiri . Sesungguhnya Allah maha adil

# see i was holding little Kaesya  <3